woken up from a dream you’ve wanted to have for so long and grabbing at clouds and wisps trying to fall back in
please get out of my head!!
o ya but most important: wake the hell up earlier
eve of 22
- less severely dumb things and a lot more mildly dumb things, a buttload more shenanigans
- dad loves you, remember that. you are his rock not matter how convoluted his ways of expressing this gets — you never really understood conventions anyway. so let the monkey on your back down, she’s so tired and never asked to come this far!!
- more vocal and active social activism
- rabbithole less
- more i-statements, less blanket statements
- more thoughtful support and vocal validation for your friends !
- get better and faster at editing photos so u can take more and process them faster
- ur pens and notebooks miss u
- define better so u can b it
- etc
- etc
slept so much but now i’m awake
time to do something!
“My therapist told me that reading the news was causing my depression. So I’ve managed to completely avoid it for the past five years. I used to consume articles for four hours every day. I’d always read the New York Times front to back, everything except the sports section. But then the Times caused the Iraq war so I switched over to leftist websites. I always thought it was my obligation as a responsible citizen to pay attention to bad news. I guess I was looking for some sort of understanding. If only I could learn enough, then maybe I could help organize something. But all of it just sent me into utter despair. I began to look at other people as brainwashed. Every time I saw someone having kids, I’d get angry. Don’t they realize how uninhabitable the planet is going to be? Everyone thinks if we just make a few changes, we’ll be fine. We won’t be fine. The problem is systemic and there’s no movement capable of ending capitalism in time to save the planet. But anyway, I’m trying not to obsess over this stuff anymore.”
can’t wait to graduate so i can get a cat
lmfao when will i stop crying on plane rides
catch! this! dub!
don’t go to college kids, all u get r zits